50 Stupid Facts About Me

1. I miss my dad
2. I miss Egypt <3 
3. I miss my family 
4. I miss my friends 
5. I hate living here
6. I miss my class
7. I cry everyday 
8. I pray everyday, 5 times
9. I pray for Egypt 
10. I'm currently reading "Speak"
11. I hate school
12. I hate bugs 
13. I love shopping
14. I wanna start to draw again
15. I want to start to write again 
16. I want to grow up already 
17. I hate waking up, not only early, but in general
18. I love tumblr, even though I go on it every once in a while
19. I dislike reading, but do it anyway
20. I fry my hair by straightening it 
21. I love showers
22. I learned many things here, and most importantly to be stronger 
23. I lived in America more then I've lived in Egypt
24. I love Disney movies
25. They gave me my name, by watching Aladdin 
26. I can speak English and Arabic fluently, took french for 5 years and currently taking Spanish
27. I hate math 
28. i hate science
29. i hate social studies
30. i hate english 
31. I have a lot of blonde moments
32. i get shy a lot 
33. I don't learn until I experience
34. I think I have a 6th sense :P
35. I am ADDICTED to chocolate 
36. I have curly hair 
37. I make up little stupid stories in my head
38. I was born in America 
39. I'm 5'3 
40. I love my siblings 
41. I don't give up so fast
42. I'm straight forward 
43. I believe honesty is the best policy
44. I sweat when i'm scared or embarrassed
45. I experienced a lot in my life
46. I have a bad memory
47. weird things go on in my head ALL THE TIME!
48. I have a habit of biting my lips until it bleeds, cracking my knuckles and playing with my hair
49.  I miss home
50. I miss my life!

**This is what happens when boredom takes over *large grin*

July Playlist 2011

so lately i've been bored of my normal everyday songs, so 2 days ago I started to look for good songs, and I think I found some really good songs and decided to share them ;) , so Enjoy! oh and i'll probably add moree :D if I find any other good ones, i'm still wanting to check out Selena Gomez's new album and Colbie Cailliat's new album too, and I wanted more songs from Adele and I think Taylor Swift made new songs too, i'm not sure, here are the songs :

    Skyssracpper - Demi Lovato

Tonight Tonight - Hot Chelle Rae

Enrique Iglesias - Why Not Me

The Fray-Trust Me

Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon

Bruno Mars - Count on me

Marry You - Bruno Mars

Why? Jason Aldean

Adele - Someone Like You

Kesha - Crazy Beautiful Life

Katy perry - Last Friday Night

"Wishlist" - Lily Halpern

Kellie Pickler - Best Days Of Your Life

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song

Chris Brown - Yeah 3x

Colbie Caillat - Brighter Than The Sun

Greyson Chance - Unfriend You

The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved 

Nothing by The Script

Did you like the techno color up there ^ :P
anyway I have too download them all ughh, and then I don't know how to put it on my phone since my UCB doesn't work for my laptop , so I have to put it on my sister's phone then on to mine, but i don't think she'll let me xD or i can put it on my I-Pod but I don't have headphones -.- I break them all hahah xD
so I don't know what to do :( any suggestions ? I want a new I-pod and a new Camera, and a new laptop and a new phone hah :P ignore me 'm wishing to much..

Jealous of people with amazing lives, well they chose to make it that way. Some people care to much about how people see them but the truth is all that matters is how you see yourself. How many of you looked in the mirror and kept staring at all the things you don't like about yourself. I bet everyone said "I" deep inside them, cause it's true we all do that it's a crime every girl seems to do, well that and comparing ourselves to other girls.But that's wrong! Everyone is beautiful in their own special way (: , No ones ugly simply because ugly people don't exist! and stop comparing yourselves constantly to other girls, okay you might not have perfect teeth or you might be over weight or maybe you wake up everyday with a bad hair day. Uh.., who cares ?

Well of course you do since your constantly picking out your "flaws" when there not even close to flaws. They define who you are, those "flaws" are what changes you from every other girl in the world.

There's nothing more beautiful then a confident girl who doesn't pretend to be something she's not, down to earth and let's no guy define who she is.
       -Wiz Khalifa 

I love this ^ it could probably be cause it's true! but mostly cause it's REAL. I bet a lot of girls including me love to hear a guys point of view of a girl, what he likes in a girl.
but remember beauty is in the eye of the beholder. :)

Some guys like girls for their looks,popularity and wealth but i have one word for them FAKE, they are, be with someone you would wanna cherish every minute of your life with.

"Appearance may catch the eye but the personality captures the heart." <3


Inside matters so much more then the outside promise! just believe in yourself and you'll make it (:
for the cowards who make fun of anyone they probably have a horrible life and trying to bring it out on someone, they don't deserve that you get mad for a second their not worth anything, stop caring what others think about you and only care of how you think about yourself, I promise you'll feel so much better!!
 
"Smile it drives them crazy" :P 

I sometimes wake up feeling "ugly" and horrible from the inside, but i always tell myself if theirs something you don't like fix it. It's not true what magazines say, you shouldn't starve yourself to look like a a flat anorexic model you shouldn't cover your face with layers of makeup just to look "pretty", your beautiful if you believe you are but if you don't then you'll never have the feeling of beauty and you'll be missing out on a lot.

How good would it be if every girl walked around knowing that she was beautiful trusted herself and had confidents in herself and who she was.

"Being beautiful is a choice and it's not too late to choose it" ;) 


Stay Beautiful and believe you aree! <3 






Uhh! I know your sick of me writing about beauty and how the inside of you matters more from the outside but i really care for this subject, i like talking about it :P , even though it's always a crappy post :D hope you enjoyed. (A) 

Perfect Imperfections!

Okay seriously you guys I'm so bored like so no joke, so this might be pathetic, but I don't care cause i love this little game, at least I think it's a game ..
anyways.. basically all you do is write 3 things you like about appearance & personality and 3 things you don't like about your appearance and personality ,& explain why (optional) you can add more or less or even add bright sides to the dislikes :D , I Tag Hanan to do this, cause she is the only person who see's my blog xD haha ,so let's go ;)

Dislikes: (Appearence)
1. Hair
   - I've always felt insecure about my hair
2.Eyebrows
   -This is a one foot in one foot out one, cause i do not like them but my mom shapes them for me so i'm okay with it, but i don't like the fact that i have to shape it.
3.Teeth
  -I've always had a problem with my teeth there naturally yellow which i hate and when i was young i wasn't very fond of brushing my teeth either xD i know eww right :P i want to go to the dentist badlyy!
4. My skin tone (i have tan skin)
  -i'm not against tan skin or African Americans, it's just that lately i've been interested in change of anyway so i've been wanting to make my skin tone lighter :) 

*Brightside:
is that these insecurities can be treated/changed, my hair i can chemically treat it, my teeth i can go to the dentist and get braces, my skin tone i can get lighter skin and my eyebrows i said i can shape them (:

Likes: (Appearance)
1.eyes
   -no explanation xD i just like them, their shape , my eyelashes there not the thickest or longest ones but idc i'm happy with them just the way they are
2.My body
  -i know this sounds weird but it's true i like the shape of my body and that i'm not too fat or to skinny i'm right in the middle
3.my nails
  -i like my nails a lot , i care for them really much and i just like them
4.lips
  -this is actually really funny cause my lips was once my imperfection but now it's something i like, i always thought they were really big , but i came to the conclusion that there not to big or too small there right in the middle , and i like them now xd

Dislike: (Personality)
1.I care what people think
  -I don't care what people think when someone says for example "your ugly" i'm like screw you idc, but i only care when it's about who i am, and sometimes i worry what they'll think of me, but i'm doing really good in fixing that so yay for me :P

2.i come out shy
  -i do, like when i first meet someone i don't always show them myself and i'm not always comfortable around them, i wish i could be comfortable with anyone, anytime and anywhere and not worry about it, but just pray for me :D

3.I don't show people who i really am sometimes
  - this kinda comes from the previous one, it's just that i did have something else in my head but i forgot it, sorry, when i remember i'll be sure to post it :D

4. Really Sensative
-I found out the one I forgot! (A) and up there I said i'll write it if I remember, well I do now and it's cause i'm really sensitive! well one thing is that i love to cry i feel so much better when I do, but sometimes i cry in the weirdest situations when i really don't need to cry, which is kinda bad :/ but oh well haha,

*Brightside:
I am doing much better in changing the things i dislike :)

Like: (Personality)
1.Strong Sense of who i am
   -I am assertive which means i'm sure of who i am, what i'm saying and everything around me and i know who i am and have a strong sense in myself, i'm also gaining a lot of confidence so wohoo for me:P

2.I don't give up easily
  -so this is very true i'm always motivated and ready to do what it takes to be happy and proud of myself, and i love that, i did have a stage in my life when i did give up but that's okay ;)

3.I'm upfront
  -I am upfront which means i will tell you honestly about anything but in the nicest way possible, i am straight forward  which means if i don't like you, i'll show it , it also means that i say what i feel and again with the nicest way possible, i like that about myself (:

4. I can be able to change who I am if I want to
  -so the title is pretty self explanatory but i mean is if i don't like something I'll fix it i wont keep wining about it, and i can change to better

5.I Take Care of myself A LOT!
-I love this ^, you're probably asking why, well i do care for myself a lot and this means from appearance, to health to personality to everything in general, i enjoy taking care of myself and it's really good in my opinion, my mom also says it's important to have this trait in girls, but every girl with their personality right ;)
i felt like adding this one too cause when i remembered the sensitive one i got this one too (A)

Disclaimer:
i did not seem to sound arrogant in anyway i'm sorry if i did
and this idea is not mine i will not take credit for it!

Beautiful!

Maybe it’s the way her bodies shaped or the way she’s dressed? But if everyone was blind, how many people would you impress? The best couldn’t care less for tight jeans or a short dress. Or those shirts that expose what God told you to protect. And I don’t mean to sound rude, but how could you approve of any dude, who doesn’t mind sharing the whole world with you? And he don’t think you’re beautiful, he think your booty full. Glossed lips with make up on every single cuticle, and it aint cute at all, cause if those shoes hurt your feet, why don’t you just take them off. Some girls think that pain equals sexy, and if you got it show it off, but nobody even looks happy with those plastic smiles on. And those magazines are wrong, forget men and their songs love yourself first before you take anyone else on, and to love yourself is to love the one whom which all love belongs. There is beauty in creation, but the creator really got it going on. There is something seriously wrong, with pre-teens in thongs, and middle aged moms who cant see life move on. So they tell wrinkles to be gone, buy hair to make it long. You can’t keep it real, cause you dont even know who you are. You women are oppressed, forced to flaunt your thighs and chest, and before puberty, you already on a diet promoting nudity, like it’s some kind of natural science. But you’re a diamond, I shouldn’t even see past the glass cage unless I’m buying. But if you have no shame than do as you please. Cause what is beauty, but an extension of modesty?

So maybe she’s right, maybe she does deserve respect. Maybe she walks around feeling like a superhero with that scarf dangling from her neck. Maybe nobody is forcing her to wear it, maybe she would never leave home without it, and maybe she don’t care what people think, cause most opinions aint even valid. Maybe she feels free; maybe she has peace of mind, and maybe she’ll give you a piece of her mind if you step out of line, maybe she isn’t perfect, but maybe she’s trying. Maybe she is just taking things one day at a time. Maybe she laughs and maybe she cries, and maybe you would be surprised at everything she keeps inside. Maybe she hears every single word said by those cowards. Maybe she has no problem defying all those who doubt her. Maybe she is a warrior and the silence is getting louder. Maybe she wears that shield cause every single day is a battle. Maybe she is more than the skin she is in, maybe we should start learning how to love what’s within. Maybe God only knows all the places she has been, but maybe she comes back to him, again and again. Maybe she’s not afraid to die, just afraid not to live. Maybe I am not worthy of everything she can give, maybe she is kind, sweet, pure, gentle and suitable, and maybe, just maybe she is beautiful.

— Boonaa Mohammed.  

You Are Beautiful!

I wanted to do a post to remind everyone that you're beautiful, all of you, cause these "flaws" that you think you have are actually the best things about you. I know how it feels if you look in the mirror and not like the one looking back at you, but I just want you guys to always know that you're all worth something, cause someone out there is breathless when you walk in the room. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. which means everyone has a different definition of beautiful and everyone see's it differently. Just be your own kind of beautiful (: and no matter what anyone says your beautiful and never forget that. 

No matter what, once in your life, someone will hurt you.
That someone will take all that you are, and rip it into Pieces and they won’t even watch where the
pieces land. But through the breakdown, you’ll learn something about yourself. You’ll learn that you’re strong.
And no matter how hard they destroy you, that you can conquer anyone.
There are far better things ahead then things we leave behind.
We must hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, & lose in order to gain. Because some lessons in life, are best learned through pain. You just need to remember that you can't always get what you want, but if you work hard enough, you'll get what you need.

So never feel down cause life's short and days are passing by, cause every time you frown you'll regret that you didn't smile, so smile :)
and always remember these words
Motivation
Ispiration
Determination
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind!"- Dr. Suess
You're all beautiful, so stop worrying and live your life <3

Lately ..

okay! so lately I have been kinda busy and kinda free :P so for starters, my Australian Uncle and Aunt and Cousins came about a week ago, I saw them and and spent a couple of days with them, the smallest is 2 or 3 the and her name is Kenzie then middle was she's 4 and her name is Hanna and the oldest is about 8 or 7 and her name is Salma, there the cutest thing ever (A) , next, one of my favorite Reality shows are on i've been watching it for 7 years now and this is the 8th year, it's called Star Academy basically it's all about people singing and at the end they win being "The Winner of Star Academy" which is Awesome! :P basically it's just stalking people but who doesn't like stalking people?, no one xD haha, i've also been busy in school since it started and everything :/ i'm trying to catch up and work harder this term since the teachers are working fast since we have missed about a month of school so were way back in our circular, but i still don't study and get lazy to revise what we do daily so i'm really just doing homework xD also my grandma just came back from a trip to Saudi Arabia yesterday and I'm spending the weekend with her, I had guests on Wednesday, Thursday and Today so yeaah pretty busy weekend, school is alright so far still some days that i would rather kill myself in but i'm hanging on, in a moment i felt a feeling of motivation so i decided to blog post, funny right xD haha so i think that's all going around and nothing really new or interesting really, there is Speech Day that's on Wed. and they give awards and blah blah blah, but this year i don't feel like going really =/ i've been in the past years and el7 and i'm thankful but for some reason i'm just not interested this year, so anyway that's it for this past days and I have to go to the bathroom so, Byee <3

Gibberish ?

Yes, I have changed. I'm not the person I used to be, cause I don't wanna get used or walked over, I don't trust anyone and tell them my secrets because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch, I distance myself from people because in the end, there only going to leave, I have changed because I have realized the only person I can depend on is me.

There's questions I need to ask and answers I need to hear,
What are the benefits? The Advantages ?
Am I thinking right or is this gonna change my life completely!?

I can't believe I'm saying this .. but ..

hahaha,okay if you know me you would know that I hated Justin Beiber, a couple of days ago I watched an interview of him on tv and I saw who he really is, and I Loved him :D, and then I watched more interviews of him and I fell absolutely in love with him <3 hahaha then there was this video that made me shiver everytime I see it was just so cute!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tmvk7kRC7VU
    
          Watch it till the end  ^ This one ^ !
It was very Cute! (A) and very sweet of him :D
                                                                    

                                                                  Isn't he so cute (A) ------>








Anyway.. Thank You for looking at this nice random post haha :D

(Title less)

Who you are shows what your wiling to do and everything you care enough to accomplish. Once your believe you can do anything you want. There's hope hidden where your looking is far away, but what you don't know is that the hope your extending to reach is right beneath where you stand. You need to believe in everything around you including yourself, cause where a door closes a door opens, and the time you know everything  might turn out upside down have faith in your ability and take your next step with all the strength and hope to carry on till your goals which everyone should believe it will turn into one of your greatest accomplishments. One of the most deep problems are the ones of change. The change that everyone wants to be, but you need to understand for willing to change you must have a voice, a voice so loud it will leave everyone in silence just to hear what you have to say. Confidence so strong it will motivate everyone to gain it, A Self esteem like no other, A chance to give yourself what you want without being afraid or ashamed. Because becoming the person you wanna be... well I think that's your greatest accomplishment.

I want you to close your eyes and believe that everything is going to be okay!
Hold on strong and believe in yourself and you can do almost anything
Always Believe!
Never Lose Hope!

Believe In Yourself And All That You Are.
Know That There Is Something Inside You
That Is Greater!
Then Any Obstacle!




                                                          Written By:
                                                                                                            Jasmin
                                  

Much More Bigger ..

Now Look how our country looks ^

What I'm writing about not is a little more serious then anything I wrote before. You might think that speaking up for your opinion is good, it is , but there is limits. You need to know that what your living in is earth. You can't have everything perfectly, wanting to change it, isn't a crime but changing it in force, is. Accepting what much more bigger then that now.. You've made it bigger, you helped it enlarge. Stating your opinion may not be bad but it only is when you hurt the one you love or in this case the place you love. This is your country. Instead of standing against it, stand with it, but when you do all that should be going in your mind is confidence,respect,integrity and the courage to reach what you wanted. I'm pretty sure everyone has their own right, their own problems and their own opinions as a human with respect to everyone, no one should have a problem... then why do you? Try to show your opinion without denying others.

                          

          
SAVE YOUR COUNTRY PEOPLE!

                                                            Written by:
                                                                                               Jasmin
                                                                     

New Years Resolution (2011)

My new years resolution are kinda a lot, but I'm hoping I get to accomplish them all! Let's stop the introduction and get started, probably or mostly everybody's new year resolution is to be healthy, nothings wrong with that. I wanna watch what I'm eating and eat healthier despite chocolate of course. I want to exercise everyday. Drink lots of water. I want to go into my interests more as baking and cooking, sowing and art. I want to loosen up and have more fun. Build up my confidence, Have more fun and enjoy my time, Meet new people, change into better like my appearance, my behavior and attitude. I wanna ride more bikes or to go jogging. Go out and have fun, watch movies, sit on laptop, write mot, update blog, accept and be thankful for everything I have , and ... I think that's it hopefully i'l; accomplish them all =]

Accepting ...,

Life is about accepting what you get and making the best out of it. In life everyone has insecurities the challenge is to get over them. I myself have many insecurities. You should try to accept yourself through god things and bad things. Life will throw lots of obstacles in front of you to see if your strong enough to pass them.

Try to look yourself in the mirror and notice all the things that are good in you, that you you noticed and liked. Forget about all you imperfections or insecurities. forget about them and live your life to the fullest. Raise your head high and forget about all the bad things you don't deserve to be left down about something that's tricking you to be sad so it can have all the happiness.

Written By: 

Jasmin